Just when I wanted to b all pouty...

God was like... lets be serious. lol I went from being extremely low to INCREADIBLY happy in 2 days. I graduated!!! ... well from business class. lol it was a classy affair held at Columbias law school. I was killin em if I do say so myself. We basically took over harlem lanes after the ceremony and lost our minds. Mr smooth was lurking lmao... Trav, ur a BLAZING MESS. G diddy and Errol got that check. Dennyz becamy my church goin patna! Dominique and I got knighted Alumni Chairs ... wooohooo. AAAAAAND i got home mad late lol. Im tired. I gotta take Marquis out to celebrate his top 6 tommorow and I must take out my braids tonight... Its 70 degrees btw. Thank you Lord for that!

Today is a good day.... I feel blessed, happy, loved, cheezy!!!!!

Im at work, wishin I was outside. Its fine tho, itll make actually goin out there even better. Shouts 2 Mcgill 4 keeping me inspired and motivated on chat and to McClendon for schooling me in the bloomberg game while making me fall out in my chair because of the camera attached to his screen! lol... and to Gourgue for listening to my plans of world domination and agreeing with me! Me and U fatty ... Oprah.

Blessed... and highly favored !!!!

Love Yall,

Fritsle

The roots! got them on board to wear the clothing line... thats great isnt it. Dennyz and Errol/G won the incubator! Good 4 them... I told them I wanted my ten percent like tommorow.

Short one got a job finally! whew. She is creating the blog for the new york dept of tourism. YAY.. now she gets paid to b a blabber lol.

We got a flat tire yesterday.. positive.. learned how to change a tire lol.

Discovered apple cinnamon tea... v. soothing

..yea

I'm sad today. SOmetimes ppl need those days. So... y am i all pouty and negative, well.. because I'm beginning to feel like my thoughtfulness is a bad thing. I dunno, I guess I'm just really sensitive and expect ppl to care as much as I do about them, about me. Wow that sounded like and extra hearty dose of corny, but its true. Sometimes, I really wanna stop reaching out, being there, and breaking my back and doing crazy thoughtful things all the time but something inside me wont let me. It sux, and it makes me sad sometimes dagnabit.

The most amazing thing someone can do for me is something unexpected and thoughtful... like remember something small and act on it. ( 4 instance i f i say... iaww i had that same lanyard bracelet when i was 4 but it got burnt in a fire and someone sees it on the way home and picks it up just 4 me... thats better than a new car to me!.. dead serious, that feeling is better than a car.) I try to do things like that 4 ppl all the time, but I dunno, I feel like I dont get it? Great... now i feel selfish lol. Is that selfish? It might b...sorry...

Another reason why im wallowing is because I think my whole, I see the best in ppl rule is turning out to be a crock of shi*. In a matter of 48 hours I''ve lost so much trust in someone I cared about so much... Alone, crushed all that negative dramatic shit... thats how i feel.

Andddddddd lastly... i recently discovered how ashamed I am of crying. Yea... today is one of THOSE days.

I've always thought myself to b a great judge of haracter... BUT I was duped as of late... Good thing i caught it when i did. I try not to get involved with other ppls relationships unless im dragged in...be it friedndships or otherwise but I really CANT STAND my friends sig. other ...like CANT STAND.. This individual just seems so mean spirited, jealous and evilsih to me aand my friend is just...not. Do I tell my friend? ( question of the day young readers) Ok, just had 2 put that out there. In other news.....

MLRSO... my clothes debuted in it ...yay! Ray and Amma did a great job hostiing, but the crowd was on some sort of depressant cuz they werent hypped at all.. :(.. My weekend as a whole was great, I got to see sooo many ppl i missed so much. Cornell feels different tho... its not communal anymore. Everyones dispersed and doing their own thing. Like theres no central meeting place. Booooo.

Nike was a great host... she even opened her house up for an impromptu party that was clearly my idea cuz im mad random like that. Did the whole brunch thing at RPCC. Went to two lackluster house parties, played ball. Visited everyone (ergo I bounced all around ithaca because noone wants to live together anymore), watched keeping up with the Kardashians... good family lol, went to Greak Freak... ehhh, sold mad clothes, went the HSA banquet... food was good, danced a bit, hit up the Baracka concert... .those ladies can sing, made some freshman friendsand harassed a few teachers.

Good weekend, now back to my exhilirating job (can u feeel the sarcasm). Laters :-)

um iim continuing this post tom cuz im fallin asleep

p.s. the other gender is remedial and have no excuses for the poor choices they make... REMEDIAL. Defend yourselves... i dare you. Keziah will agree men are remedial ( cept for my daddy and Jesus .. and ur daddy too :-) ) and use 1/100000 of their brains when making life CHOICES... can u telll im just a tad bit irked.. just a tad ... sigh

annnnnd we're back

Hello there,

Havent spoken to you all in a minute... not that anyone reads this or anything but... who cares.. i know uve been on the edge of ur seats for 3 months... just waitin.

Well quick update on the life. Business program... aka... blessing from the heavens, is almost over. Final presentations are this weekend, so wish me luck and pray for me :-) Thank you God for introducing me to Travis, Jessica, Errol, Khomari, Adeniyi, Greg, Dave, Jamal, Angela, Winter, Keoka, Marquis, Marcus, Margaret, Chester, Dominique, Khouri, Charise, Christina, Georgiana, Karif Janessa, Keyondra, ALL OF YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE... you've all been an inspiration and blessing to me, and we're going to TAKE OVER THE WORLD... ok.. we can start with the U.S first and then break international bounds.

I filed my taxes wrong ( dag nabit) :-(

Had the photoshoot for the line... It was fun, despite the freezing cold.

Im a new writer/ reporter for singersroom.com check it out... its pretty great. I get to chill with celebs and pry into their lives.

Um... yes...I currently have a 101 fever, and it seems like its rising as i type so im going to stop now lol. But ill b back soon :-)

<3 Fritsle